life...

today's the eve of chinese new year... shld blog.

life's been ok i guess. i suck. need to focus more on work. sat is 2030. well. embarrassing. almost failed the physics test. H3s are dying... the piece of shit of a woman should go to hell.

week 10 will be unthinkable. physics spa skill A on mon. ssef on tues and wed. ki common test on friday. and there's also ydsp congress somewhere that week.

competition is coming too soon. nquan, ndao, and gun are all quite screwed up. not to mention jiti and the pathetic state it's in.

performed yesterday. well. wateva.

so why this rotten? didn't sleep but read fanfic monday morning. didn't sleep but played with toothpicks on thurs morning. i suck, don't i.

yx came on thurs for training! so happy ^___^ hope she'll come more often...

suckiest cny

IS is over! OVER!

just a quick note to say, IS PROPOSAL IS OVER!!!! hahahahaha.. WAHAHAHAHA

this is what mr tan commented: "Status 1: go ahead Nice work!!!! I'm very proud of how far you've taken this! Now just some small adjustments."

i'm proud of myself too, after all that i've put in.

was in a state of real bliss for the past 2/3 days. rjws orientation was fun too. and today performed.

it's about time i start looking at my studies now. stuff like, you know, tutorials...

bliss(?)

somehow, i'm feeling rather blissful today. perhaps it's natural, in-built, for humans to forget misery and pain. it's quite a beautiful day really. =) school was easy. and played after i came home early. needs to start on IS though. but no stress... weird

it'sso difficult

the woman was actually furious at tm for not passing her the minutes on time... why so fussy!? and i was just so shocked i held the two spears and stared into space... yx saw everything i think and quickly came to tell me "what's her problem... what's her problem?!" and patted my shoulder when she saw me dazed and fuming inside... i asked her whether she was coming, she didn't give a definite reply... then i couldn't speak anymore coz i was on the verge of tears, and i just whispered "it'sso difficult".. the lift came and i left, yx didn't know what to do and we just waved gdbye... and i broke down inside the lift. couldn't stop my tears flowing until remus came up to me while i was wiping at my tears. later, red and pink costume lost. later mom not happy and gave me a lecture on how i shouldn't come home late from wushu. then later, she received news that yan has passed on... what a day.

glad xiaoxin supported me and encouraged me to jump-land... and the woman better not find out that we're training on sat or i would be dead. literally. my search for an IS topic has finally started to see an ending. i want wd to like me more. he's taking me for granted.

i hate the woman