it'sso difficult

the woman was actually furious at tm for not passing her the minutes on time... why so fussy!? and i was just so shocked i held the two spears and stared into space... yx saw everything i think and quickly came to tell me "what's her problem... what's her problem?!" and patted my shoulder when she saw me dazed and fuming inside... i asked her whether she was coming, she didn't give a definite reply... then i couldn't speak anymore coz i was on the verge of tears, and i just whispered "it'sso difficult".. the lift came and i left, yx didn't know what to do and we just waved gdbye... and i broke down inside the lift. couldn't stop my tears flowing until remus came up to me while i was wiping at my tears. later, red and pink costume lost. later mom not happy and gave me a lecture on how i shouldn't come home late from wushu. then later, she received news that yan has passed on... what a day.

glad xiaoxin supported me and encouraged me to jump-land... and the woman better not find out that we're training on sat or i would be dead. literally. my search for an IS topic has finally started to see an ending. i want wd to like me more. he's taking me for granted.

i hate the woman